Gang Stalking made useful

I have outlined elsewhere my experience of gang stalking and I questioned throughout ; how come they wasn't doing the same things to me? It was clear that the powers that be wanted to get in my way , but never did they do the same antics to me, like everyone giving a certain type of cough everywhere i went, didn't happen. I used to think a lot about why don't they, why do they do it to the mother but never to me? It didn't make sense. None of the strange silly behaviour made sense. What did they want to happen?  I was puzzled for many years , I didn't have Internet , lived in a village type area. So it had a little library; not much info there. 

Eventually we moved and bought a computer in 2007. I found on YouTube people talking about gang stalking. I saw they tried to express their experiences via video , but many viewers ridiculed them. Yet because I had indirectly experienced it, I knew what they were trying to convey. But on its own it cant be exposed, because so what if a car goes by or someone coughs? By expressing the experience one looks paranoid. Many friends I tried to explain to  would look questioning at me. Knowing me for many years and valuing my judgement, it left them uncomfortable. They knew I wasn't prone to paranoia or fantasy, I am very logical. and search for facts. 

But what makes one aware that gang stalking is real/and not fantasy is that , these normal antic eg coughing were happening more than they would normally occur. They were happening everywhere we went. In nearly  every shop, whilst passing many people in the street displaying antic.Everyone doing the same. then all change another day , and another antic. eg sniff a certain way. So one becomes over sensitised to normal things. Consequently even after they stop antic coughing and sneezing go on. public naturally, but now are associated with the gang stalking.

So finding others who were experiencing and trying to express the same phenomenon was helpful . previously I didn't know of anyone else ;in the world  under this organised harassment. and was puzzled how could it be. it must cost ££££££££££££££££.. But yes another name for it is 'organised stalking', 'white gloving', 'cause stalking'. I learnt it was some connection with Freemasonry. There was even books on it and explanations of some of the gestures..

Knowledge is power and so just knowing what is, was a great help

Earlier to this in 2006 I came across a book by David Icke  I read all they had in the library on para normal etc. Which wasn't much. , cos in village. within the book he spoke of mind control. and Cathy O'Brien.

Our world was very peculiar and so i searched all around for concepts to try and understand what was happening. Mind control looked like it could make some sense of my world. Aspects that David Icke spoke of were fitting with what we were experiencing.

I wrote to him of our case, but got no response.

I made contact with a friend and ask she got me Cathy O'Briens book of Internet, as couldn't find in library nor in large book shops in central London. She ordered both her books , I read the and wrote to Cathy,, as much of the book made sense. I asked Cathy for advise , she gave what she could. But I have since lost contact with her.

Though reading her books I made sense of reality. I was able to gain understanding of deprogramming.Things started to make sense. The strange ways of the child made sense.. The  cover up by the authorities made sense. Phew ! just having some basic understanding helped all of us. For not comprehending was the hardest aspect.

I went on line when we moved 2007 ,
started blogging at myspace under name

Omega Free   
met other people to speak to. Blogged my case.

Also found a site Black vault had a section on mind control. At that time there was not much on the net, regarding mind control. so this thread was helpful too. Other MC's spoke on there and via them I gained more insight.

Eventually deprogramming became a possible thing to do, but the process is very hard to face for programming  is done via pure trauma. With regards to gang stalking we found that the gestures used were programed trauma triggers previously associated during programming. So by deprogramming each trigger they came with the traumas associated with were brought to surface memory. Once recalled they no longer have the effect. They become desensitised. It only works to bring up old emotions when there is hidden associations to the memory. Once revealed the triggers don't work.

So this is how you can make the experience of gang stalking useful.
They are using triggers to re traumatise you,
but you can take those triggers ;
at your own pace to tell you where to look for trauma associated with.
Once deprogrammed they can cough all they like . You can just smile knowing they ain't having an effect,  

The stalker don't even know why they coughing anyway. Just told to, or feel 'compelled to'.The feedback to their master will be , you liking smiley .hahaha.

Eventually you would have deprogrammed out , so no point on gang stalking you now.

Another aspect I spoke of earlier is the sleep deprivation and how many people are having difficulty sleeping, often these are gang stalked people or another term used is targeted individuals.

Again before knowing trauma based mind control existed , I was looking for explanations with concepts I knew or could create to explain this extreme sleep disturbance. I tackled issues from an occult angle and also considered electronic means, inventing really in my head possible ideas , although I didn't know anything in the area. Just know my phones were interfered with via some sort of devise, so maybe a devise could send signals to affect sleep.

Whilst witnessing the aspects of gang stalking I tried to create concepts of why , what were they trying to achieve. I concluded some sort of instability , isolation and maybe a feeling that one is going mad.

I could see they didn't seem to  want me to witness what the mother was experiencing , for I could then validate her reality. For a long time they only did in ways I couldn't know for certain , only use my judgement and knowledge of the mothers character and normal ways of living life. I didn't have any reason to disbelieve her. It resulted in us being together virtually 24/7 and consequently they started doing their antics to her sometimes in front of me. like sniffing or hand signals. etc.

With regards to sleep , my sleep was relatively normal, although if I stayed up late , it became hard to get into a deep sleep state. I would stay alert for hours.

I studied Brain waves ( with the little choice of books in library) and tried to discover ways of changing them.

The mother experienced extreme sleep deprivation and also the child hardly slept. And the sleep was poor quality. Not deep.
The mother could hear tapping on the wall, and child said could hear on her window, upstairs. But I didn't hear anything and I have very sensitive hearing.

Also other problems began to develop like pain , headache ; severe. Skin problems like hives.

When i got books written by Cathy O'Brien and Mark Philips I saw Cathy referred to histamine programming, and the mother had been using anti-histamine to counteract hives, these did help to relieve but sometimes required her to exceed dose. Skin itching and dry in patches. required extreme amounts of E45 cream and calamine lotion.  Burning feelings on skin resulted in patchy marks, on face and sudo cream helped heal.

Once i read book I suggested mother try deprogramming on skin itching. Once done she no longer needed creams. Skin became normal.

Because this was successful , we decided to try deprogramming any symptoms to see if memory laid behind it. invariably it did. But deprogramming has to be paced ;for the trauma that was so bad; dissociation was essential to surviival. so to re-live in a sense is very hard and can re-traumatise if not paced.

But the pay off is that each problem is resolved after deprogramming.

A lot of electrical noises were programmed in by associations made during trauma events.

Sleep deprivation

The sleep deprevation is key to programming , slaves are kept awake for days on end; via nasty means; along with stavation and dehydration. it is said to be easier to program someone in this weak state and logically that makes sense.

Meanwhile I will tell you here what also helps you if suffering sleep deprivation; for deprogramming can take quite a bit of time to do; and quality sleep will aid the process.

Baths before bed are very good;cleans aura and calms body and mind. Add lavenda to water and maybe some candles to create calm
Add salt to water

Learn or use relaxation techniques like meditation, breathing exercises.

Don't stay awake very late for it becomes harder to sleep the later you leave it. So try early nights , go bed by 10-10:30 pm as often as you can, it will be easier to get to sleep before 12 midnight. You may feel a resistance to this but try to override it, everything can wait til tommorow!

There are Chinese herbs I give to crack users to calm them down. They are very good and can be used for sleep.they calm you down , create balance in the body. They are called 'Jei Wei Xaio Yao Wah'. You can buy on line or at any chinese herb shop. They are little balls that come in square bags, (yellow bags best from china but other countries make like Vietnam but green bags, still good), Also come in bottles, good but bags best. Bags have dry balls hard to swallow at first but becomes easier, bottle balls shiney coated easier to swallow. Not very expensive. Take a bag a night, or 8 balls from bottle. Use water to help swallow, only tiny balls. 

Jia Wei Xiao Yao Wan
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breathing techniques

Breath in slowly , exhale slowly at a steady pace. The inhave /exhale need to be same amount of time. Eg 3 seconds in 3 seconds out. The longer you can do for , the better. eg 5 seconds in 5 seconds out , is better for slowing eveything down. But any breath control is good to calm you down.


visualise white light coming into your body via your feet and slowly coming towards your head and out the top. If  you can't see white light try having a canlde to look at, then visualise. If still you can't just try visualising light in any colour.

There are tapes out their to help with relaxation , maybe try one of those.

In bed stay still, even if you don't get to sleep , just laying still will be rest to some exent; for the body and mind. Meditation can have simular restoring effects like sleep.

Remember to rest without sleep is better than no sleep. If you need to  have relaxing music playing.

Another reason for gang stalking I believe is to stop you focusing on your life. the agenda is to mess up your quality of life. if you can't sleep at night then you will be either tired in the day so not so effective or sleep all day , so not having a normal life, with sun light and other connective things to the world. So futher isolation.

* I feel it is better to resist the short term solution of sleeping late in the day, by choosing to rest at night and disapline oneself to get up at a reasonable time in the  morning.

* If you feel that there is occult aspects to your haressment , burn some incense : frankincense and myrrh,and clense your bedroom with .

* If when you close your eyes you still see light wear sleep mask buy good one.

* If  noise disturbs you wear ear plugs.

If you fear meditation may leave you open and vunerable in relation to the spirit realm you can ask for protection.
My understanding is Angels can't help you unless you ask. Free will matter. So you can ask them for protection, say something like this :-

I call on Arc Angel Micheal and all his helpers
to come forward
and fill my body with love and light
surround me in a sheild of protection
and seal a gold cross on the top of my head
disperse all negative energy
and send love back to all those sending it.

If you feel you are dealing with occult aspect
I give you here a suggest of an affirmation you can say to help yourself.
This I recommend you say in morning and night , 3 times.
For 21 days.  Say it with meaning. words have vibration make them work for YOU.

I disconnect from all cording, binding, inprints,overlaps and possession
that does not serve my higher purpose at this time.
I disconnect now!

I reclaim all my power and abilties
from all times and all dimensions
that will serve my higher purpose at this time
I reclaim it now.

I decree in the name of God
that any of my powers and abilities
that have been copied and stolen
are returned to me now.
and that all copies be distroyed
I decree this happens now.

May you all find peace in your healing............
* Since writing this I have come to learn that calling on Jesus is a good thing but also the mention of him can be triggering to many survivors hense I have not changed what previously I found workable.